Monday, October 14, 2019
Arms too weak—a dream analysis
In my dream I was in a wilderness,
but there were trails and a road, a bridge crossing a river. I saw a man in the
river, and he swam ashore and I gave him a hand getting out. He said he often
went swimming in this river, but it was especially turbulent these days—maybe
he shouldn’t risk it.
The scene changed, and I was in a
queue with many people, and I couldn’t find my place in the line; I mistakenly
took a place and I was shoved out for having crowded in. Then I was again in a
wilderness—and now on a mission like a guerrilla task. We had to cross a stream
and, on the other side, climb a steep cliff and through a small hole.
There were others behind me, and when
I was able to get up to a hole which we had to crawl through, and I realized I
didn’t have the strength to pull myself up. At 72, I could no longer pull my
weight in this kind of warfare. The hole was partly blocked by a flat stone,
and I was able to push the stone aside and make the passage a little easier for
others.
That was the most I could do,
however; and even after I made the passage a little larger, I could not lift
myself up to go through. As I was blocking the way of the others, they would
have to go around. I was stuck. I could not help in the mission.
I woke up, thinking, “growth tip.”
Growth tip defined
In college I took botany as a science requirement. What stuck with me about
plant life was that the tip of a stem or branch had the effect of leading the
way in the plan for the plant’s growth. After that, whenever I see some
greenery that has poked itself through a crack in a sidewalk or a little tree
that has broken through stone, I thought about the growth tip.
The growth tip must have a combination of plant-cellular intelligence,
strength, fortitude and persistence to manage breaking through hard stuff. From
a seed in soft, moist, accommodating soil, the achievement of easily sending
out its first root or stem and sprout in two directions—one toward the sun, the
other toward the deeper regions for water and nutrients.
Maybe that’s why I took to the tree as my guide when I was in graduate
school and required to state my master’s thesis project. The requirement was to
help us graduate students in art to focus our energy and our minds similarly as
to what the students in engineering or science must.
Trees became my obsession, which was an obvious choice because I had
already started on trees as symbols of life itself when I was an undergraduate.
Wake up
I thought about the growth tip the instant I woke up from the nightmare and
the feeling that I can’t pull my weight because my muscles have gone soft, thus
useless in guerrilla warfare. But I removed a small obstacle in the pathway. I
was of some use, after all. At 72 year of age, are there not things that I
possess that will help the young people on a mission we share?
My personal history in art and education suggests that I am a kind of
growth tip, having broken through impasses in my work as an artist, designer,
and teacher. While I am not a politician or military scientist, my having
solved problems that I met in education were good solutions. I continue trying
to offer ideas for better ways to teach, research, practice and give service
through the arts to young people in America and all nations.
Times have changed, and the problems I met and solved over fifty years are
not necessarily problems that are worth anyone’s time to address today. I seem
to be getting nowhere in my ten-year plan for the International Print Center
Incubators and Workplaces, for example, and maybe it’s a concept not
appropriate to these times.
Yet, I can still be the growth tip and find a tiny hole or a crack in the
rocky ceiling of indifference and confusion about the place of art, design and
education. What stops me from doing what I hope to do? I have to ask myself
this question every morning.
There is light out there, somewhere, and, underneath me like a foundation,
the enrichment of my past. It is my basis for believing it is possible to save
Earth’s human life sustainability through education of the world’s young
people.
In corporate language, such a foundation is called the “stock basis.” In
two years, we will form the Ritchie Foundation based on our “stock,” our family
art collection.
Dependent
There is no mistake in believing that our lives—those of my wife Lynda and
mine—depend on an educated, trained and cooperating population of young people,
for it is the wages that they will earn if they are qualified to get salaried
jobs that will, through our Social Security, Medicare and Pension systems,
sustain us.
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